Aug 12 was the last time I blogged!
Put those incredulous glares away. We have much to catch up on, yes?
First thing's first, you all MUST check out Alexa, who is absolutely awesome (sorry darling, I still havn't figured out how to make a list of links to put you permanently on the side of the page, but if I could I would!).
Secondly, that show *Motormouth* on Vh1 is relentlessly entertaining. I hate to love it, but I can't get enough of that damn show. I was already a total Vh1 nerd-face, but lately my love affair with the channel has climaxed over and over and over...You'll understand more in a minute...
Speaking of climaxes and matters of the heart, much has been going on, starting with one failed attempt to connect with someone. Utter failure. But moving on...
Began a fairly semi-serious relationship with an old aqaintance. I ran into David at a party I went to with Christina and her boyfriend. I originally met him at church a long time ago. At the time he was the quiet, brooding artist guy who took his camera with him everywhere and took pictures of random things. Kind of a snob. Well, he wasn'y so much a snob as he was annoyed by me. I can be pretty rambunctious, and I've grated a lot of nerves in my day. Anyway, we hit it off this time around and I stayed with him that night and almost every night after that for like 5 weeks. He's a really stand-up guy. And his pictures, by the way, are AMAZING.
Long story short, we totally burned out on each other. So I broke up with him. And here's where Vh1 comes into play...
The night we broke up, we had sex for the first time. Yes, I know, things in Amanadoo land work out in pretty twisted ways. Well, in the middle of the act, I opened my stupid mouth and said "Damn! Breaking up with you is the best decision I've ever made!"
Luckily the kid has a great sense of humor.
We're great friends now, and we decided to celebrate our breaking up anniversary (since it was one of the best things we've ever done). On that fateful night, Vh1 was on the TV...playing videos. When we were, er, done, the *Keane* video for Somewhere Only we Know came on. It's a flippin good song!
So for our "breakaversary" I bought him the cd. Guess what he got me! The Keane cd.
The whole cd is flipping good by the way, you should buy it. It's 7 bucks at Best Buy. So there's that.
Also, I tryed to make nice with XBF but he wouldn't have any of it. I think he thinks that my expectations are way higher than they actually are. I love him, yes, and he knows that. But I've learned not to have expectations of anyone, especially him. The only thing I demand is honesty, but for some reason he ducks around questions and I just can't take that from anyone. Notably when I know said person inside and out and know when they are lying and ducking. Anyway, I only ask questions I want the answers to. And I only want answers when I know that I'm totally prepared for what they may be. He, on the other hand asks hardly anything. I guess he doesn't want to know much. I certainly don't volunteer info. I'm not an idiot.